on twinkle toes. 
the people upstairs are moving around again.
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i hate it when people take others for granted.
and i hate it when people mock me.
my dad's doing things for you out of good will, yet you're taking him for granted &expecting him to accommodate to YOUR time and YOUR schedule, both of which he has already done. if you dont want to go from the start, dont drag your bloody feet. take a step back and look at the situation and even a 10 year old can tell you that you're not being the most pleasant thing in the world. i wish my dad would stop treating you so nicely because i've had enough.
and i'm sorry i'm not as perfect as she is, not as smart, not as capable, not as independent, and i'll always be NOTHING compared to that darling of yours.
and i've had ENOUGH. i'm not stupid; i can tell when you're being sarcastic &when you're being nice. so dont expect to get away with everything &expect me to treat you nicely. this sarcasm has stretched since chinese new year, and i remember every single incident, even though i dont remember every single word.
so stop putting people down to make yourself feel better.
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yes, i'm bitter.
this is what happens when you grow up with people putting you down,
comparing you to others and discretely telling you that you'll never be as good as the next person. 