on twinkle toes. 
(:
12th august.
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i used to say things indirectly,
in fear that perhaps i may hurt someone's feelings.
but regarding you, i really dont give a damn.
get the hell out of my life (AND the life of those around me) once &for all.
i'm not the same girl as i once was, and i'll never believe anything you say.
perhaps you used to be a damn good sweet-talker, but your words dont work anymore.
what tricks are you resorting to now?
calling up others to gain sympathy by reminiscing the past?
BULLSHIT. stop cooking up stories &just f off.
my memory may not be that good, but i know what you told her was a damn lie.
stop making up excuses for what happened in the past. stop making yourself sound like a poor little lamb under the attack of the vicious wolves of rumours.
i happen to trust my friends more than i will ever trust you, because unlike you, they have earned my trust&respect, while you, on the other hand, have earned NOTHING. not even along those lines.
i used to tell myself that hating you is tiring,
and that forgiveness was the way to go.
but now i've realized. telling myself to forgive you is even more tiring; i shall just assume that you dont exist.
and in repetition, i sincerely hope you read this: NO, we can NEVER be friends again, no matter how much you've claimed to change, or how much you think i have supposedly misunderstood you in the past.
have a nice life.
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happy belated birthday to miq, zhengchuan, kenneth, kenny, meiyi, jason, sanjay, siqi, eugene&yvonne (: 