on twinkle toes. 
*jumps around*
CRAP.
[edit]
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I DIDNT GET A C FOR GEOG!
MUAHAHAHAHA.
[/edit] girls night out without jess! :(
black &white.
and.
MY BLOCK WILL NOT HAVE ELECTRICITY FROM 9AM-12PM LATERRR.
how?!!
HAPPPPY GRADUATION to JESSICATAN &SHAWNTING (:
(you guys should be graduating on the same day right..? hahaha.)
and.
HAPPPPY BIRTHDAY to SOHYANWEI aka PIMP &anhong (:
please approach yanwei if you would like 'extra services'. hahaha. .
.
meatballs (:
sometimes things just change in the blink of an eye.
maybe she's right.
but you know what? i dont like this feeling.
so maybe i should start inching away.
and as for you,
if you dont want to say anything,
i'm never going to know.
and if that's the way you want things to be,
then so be it.
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so i've thought about it.
and i'm gonna SMILE. cos there're people out there who care.
thanks to those who have been sweet &always stayed sweet (: love you guys.
MAYBE i should go for a run.
*looks at the weather*
NAHHH.
happy belated birthday to calvin (: perhaps everything's just a backup plan.
no,
i dont understand you.
yes,
i'm getting tired.
it can open your heart, it can break you apart.
and it never even slows down. ragragrag.
so i spent wednesday doing rag.
and got introduced to damn nice duck rice.
and at the same time felt useless because i cant draw for nuts.
and had the i/ds come over to show me my new design for my room.
and continued eating nonstop until i went to bed.
(SHAWN! imagine if i had said YES to your offer for macs. =S)
so i spent thursday doing rag (again).
and went for lunch with weili.
and it finally decided to rain, even though the weather after that was more than atrocious.
and i met mrs kao, after FOUR years.
and got bitten by mosquitoes.
so i will spend friday doing rag (again).
and i will spend saturday doing rag (again).
*yawns*
dont push it.
happy birthday to ms lee (:
happy belated birthday to gabriel(: meg's farewell &bright's birthday!
(:
i'm tired.
physically &emotionally.
happy birthday to bright, alywin &jiaxin (:
happy belated birthday to eunice loh (: vesak (holi)day!
friday; school with weili, shopping with rah&ying, then fondue at night (:
saturday; boardgames &stardust with rah, sherilyn, jess, gene, angmoh, kynneth &marcus, and CHINGGGSTER came over at night!
boardgames day!
sunday; church, then marina with rah before dinner at 'peperoni pizza' (no, i didnt spell pepperoni wrongly. it's spelt this way) which had a huge 21 inch pizza which was almost the size of a table. it made my dad look SMALL. hahaha.
and. i just read chingster's blog &it totally brightened up my day. less than three you girl (:
when i speak in third person, i'm usually more subtle.
or rather, i TRY to be more subtle.
but to YOU, it's just a damn waste of my time:
please dont speak as if we're very close, because i do NOT wish to have anything to do with you.
and do i look like i care what you hope for? NO. so get a life.
GARHH. so i'm spent yesterday stuck at home, redeeming myself.
and today instead of going out, i'm heading to school to do rag.
and i intended on tanning yesterday, but somehow everytime i want to tan, the weather wins.
megumi leaves next week :(
but chryz &dennis are returninggg! (: WHEE.
when the past catches up with you,
be it 5minutes or 5years,
you realized the stupidity that occurred.
how immature you were,
and how differently you could have handled situations.
and somehow it seems to stay with you for life.
damn.
[edit]
rag was a total killer.
i almost died, being stuck in the midst of lizards, spiders, cockroaches and even a gecko or two,
together with naga, kevin, hwee guang &kenneth.
ying graced us after that with sugarcane juice! (: thanks girl.
went to margaret drive to have chicken rice after that before heading back to sch to do can washing, etc. OMGGGGGG.
killll me.
plus.
my temper's been pretty bad lately :(
i've been flaring at the slightest things ever &then i feel really bad a few minutes after that. argggh.
whoever i flare at next, YOU ARE ENTITLED TO SMACK ME. (unless i had every reason to do so that is. :D)
[/edit] (:
past few days have been eventful.
went to nafa with rah to helpppp sherilyn out with her assessment. and she&her group did quite well! YAY.
and met up with jess after everything (:
this is what you do when you're bored &waiting for sherilyn nicole soh to pack up &leave. HAHA. plus a few other pictures. (i was VERY VERY tempted to put the picture of the prawns in.)
anyway, i slipped &fell on the overhead bridge while heading across &hurt my wrist, so we tried to trick jess into thinking that i tried to commit suicide. HAHA.
sherilyn: yeah, so she was quite stressed &everything &couldnt take it, so she slit her wrist. and she told me when she came to nafa &even asked me for a plaster!
me: yeah *tries to look forlorn*
jess: ADE! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF?!
and at this point i couldnt hold my laughter in &i burst out laughing on the spot. hahahaha. thanks for being so concerned, my dear sweeeeet friend (:
on another hilarious note, a quote of the night from jess:
"i want to name my son brian/bryan. spelt B-A-R-I-A-N."
HAHAHAHAHA.
as cheesy as this sounds: without these three girls, my life would be a hollow empty shell (:
yesterday!
went for lunch with ying &kevin at bukit timah market yesterday before heading to school for rag meeting. SORRY i had to rush off earlier halfway!
had to rush home to meet some people cos we were watching mooovies (:
rah, sherilyn, jess, shawn, weili, marc, bright, kynneth, eugene! kynneth &gene had to leave earlier cos they had lessons/tuition.
was abit pissed off with the guards &their attitude, but it's over, so i'm not going to harp on that. the system screwed up for awhile so we were only able to watch twooo movies. or at least. 1.5movies. finished the last one at my hse. the hostel 2 &hot fuzz. both extremely sick shows, but at least hot fuzz had it's funny side. hahaha.
staying home today!
i need to redeem myself =S
and. my sister's getting paranoid. she's scared she'll lose her phone again during her exam, so she changed to using the spare nokia8250. HAHA.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TIMOTHY YONGGGGGG aka didi aka MY 'BELOVED' COUSIN (:
happy birthday to hongsheng (: whee.
happy mothers' day!
(: so yesterday was a bussssyyyy day.
kim gary &shopping at vivoo with ying,
ben&jerry's with ying &weili,
walking around &yoshinoya at ps with weili,
iron man with weili, jaren &eve,
mos with sis, rah, charissa, megumi, eve, shawn, weili, marcus, kynneth, jaren, bright.
kevin &his friend supposedly came along as well, but they hovered between us &other nus people.
met ben &jingxiong there as well!
AFTER EXAMS! (:
something else happened,
but i'm not gonna harp on it. forget the bad times, remember the great ones.
thanks to rah, char, meg &especially shawn, marcus, bright, weili &kynneth
goodness knows what i'll do without you all there.
*hugs*
and yes.
i've been hooked onto ellen degeneres.
hahaha.
and everybody here's
from somewhere else
you can make a million dollars, but you might lose yourself
and you can take the heat will your heart grow cold
they say acting’s just pretending, but even that gets old
oh and btw guys:
THE OLD WOMAN AKA SISTER IS UP &DANCING!
(: a dedication to ARIK ONG aka my BUDDDDDEH.
because i'm bored &i realized i've known you since primary3
&we dont even have ONE picture together.
one out of our ten million crazy conversations (:
and.
another with KEVIN MULIA:
yes, this is what you do when you're bored:
you print screen snippets of crazy conversations with friends. IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER!
(:
now's the beginning of my supposed 3month long holiday.
no,
it hasnt really sunk in yet.
and no,
i dont want my results back either cos i know i'm screwed.
to my study buddies; rah, weili, marcus &occasionally jaren &kevin
+
my sis &chingggster
STUDY HARD for your last paper tmr (if you've still got a paper!)
great big thanks to all of you for being there to study with me &eat &do silly things in the sch lib (:
wheeeeee. so you try to study your ass off.
and you walk into the room &realize there was no point studying.
and the 'hat dance' song decided to conveniently pop into your mind
during the paper (and no, it didnt help).
so after the paper you turn emo,
and you dont do anything else but brood/stone/watch movies &movie trailers
&videos on youtube,
then you read TWO pages of bio &go off for dinner.
and now you're on the internet.
yes,
this is called a vicious cycle,
and yes,
i'm stuck in it.
i'm being damn chicken about things.
and perhaps the only way to end things is if i tell you straight up.
but things arent as easy as it seems.
i'm sorry. sherilyn finally posted up the pictures!
so i koped THREE.
yes, do what the picture says.
hahaha.
the ahpek was entertained with our singing &our crazy antics.
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was reading alywin's blog when i saw this (:
if:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 2! 1 22 23 24 25
26
H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
AND
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
BUT
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:
L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D
12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101%
therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:
while hardwork &knowledge will get you close, and attitude will
get you there, it’s the Love of God that will put you over the top!
study hard people (:
shadows fill an empty heart as love is fading
from all the things that we are but are not saying
can we see beyond the scars &make it to the dawn
happy belated birthday to dee (:
happy birthday to dorcas (: 
black &white.
meatballs (:
(:
boardgames day!
this is what you do when you're bored &waiting for sherilyn nicole soh to pack up &leave. HAHA. plus a few other pictures. (i was VERY VERY tempted to put the picture of the prawns in.)
AFTER EXAMS! (:
one out of our ten million crazy conversations (:
yes, this is what you do when you're bored:
yes, do what the picture says.