on twinkle toes. 
life's been a big rush.
friday was a killer day.
rushed to school to print my notes (thanks to my ever so wonky printer). rushed for early meeting cos we only had half an hour before lessons. rushed for lessons cos we were almost late. got 2waffles to sustain me through breakfast AND lunch. rushed for bio lect at lt32. rushed back to the central library to meet sis, then rushed down to sgh to visit my biaoyi. rushed back to school for meeting, then rushed back down to sgh after that because there was an emergency. and then she was gone. she was gone before we even managed to reach there :(
after that, had to head back to my biaoyi's house to get ready for the wake (YES, it started that very night, quite surprisingly. i never knew things happened so quickly.) &to look after my nieces who were quite sad&quite scared at the same time.
it was quite depressing i guess. when we first reached, she was already fully dependent on the oxygen tank, but her willpower to live was so strong that she still kept hanging on &refused to give up. and i guess i didnt have any right to cry. considering i wasnt close to her in the first place, everyone else had more right to cry than i did.
a BIGGG thanks to rahrah for friday. for consistently reminding me to have lunch or to grab something to eat. for helping me buy my social work coursepack. AND for helping me buy dinner so i wouldnt go hungry. without you, i would probably have just went without food. and without my coursepack. THANKS girl (:
life's too unpredictable.
*yawns* 