on twinkle toes. 
OMG i really need to finish my stupid philo essay.
:(
sidney has been making me feel so damn guilty. GRRR.
thurs was a TOTAL change of plans. haha. from mambo to dinner at a fishpond to a night picnic at sembawang park (:
it was supposed to be a surprise for rah's&jess' belated birthday, but we werent successful cos the mudpies became MUD SLUSH or something. i was practically panicking while i was on the way there. HAHA. and jess managed to see through our plan! :( so depressing. owells. we played charades&some 'o'&'x' game thingy&PLAYED WITH LANTERNS again! plus. we had sushi, fries, snacks &biscuits from popeye's chicken (thanks to marc!).
YAY. i love my sweet girls. haha.
PICTURES PICTURES.
happy belated birthday flor!
lantern day one (:
lantern day two (:
rah, jess, me, sherilyn
friday. touch with the team! (:
headed back to peejay for touch. MRS WEE THINKS I'M LEARNING HOW TO RIDE THE MOTORCYCLE. hahah. so cool. anyway. we went totally crazy on the field. didnt follow the rules&what not. HAHA. damn fun.
quote from kaiyin to kaixin: "your hair is red &your nails are pink. how unhappy can you get?!"
AHHH I OWE SO MANY PEOPLE PHOTOS. but i know you guys FORGIVE ME right?! :D
ahahaha.
it's been too long.
happy belated birthday to minyi (: PFFT.
i have sweet friends (:
rah offered to "punch the person who made you sad with my corpse bride knuckles".
jo msged "and if it is someone you need murdered, i have connections! and my phonelines is yours to abuse."
eunice offered to "throw donuts at them".
felle was being a dear&giving me advice.
marcus tried to cheer me up with dancingBEARS &saying "they were supposed to have the 'awww' effect".
AND sidney had his usual lameness: "what's up? the sky" thing.
haha i seriously love you all. thanks guys. you really know how to make a girl laugh sometimes (:
life's been okay i guess. i'm slowly starting to take things in my stride &am trying to forget all the crap. sometimes it's funny how little actions by a person can actually affect another, doesnt it? it's just like how a few teeny &definitely stupid lies can make me realize how i actually dont know you very well. owells.
busy busy busy week. :(
had proj&flor's birthday yest. (or at least. half an hour ago.) LOVEYOU girl. i hope you enjoyed your birthday&the surprises&the lanterns&stuff (: i know i had fun. haha. and thanks for the waterbabies! (: dinner with sherilyn, jess&rah later today at khatib! damn FAR, but i hope the fooooood is good. haha.
pictures to be up when i feel so much less lazy.
(YES EUGENE I KNOW I OWE YOU PHOTOS. but i'm LAZY so you cant force me. =P)
happy belated birthday flor (: people have been trying to cheer me up these days &for that, THANKYOU. seriously (: you dont know how much it makes me SMILE to know you guys care.
THANKYOU to those who dont know what's wrong, but ask anyway out of concern as well. i know i havent been the happiest girl in the world, but you all make me feel like there's a reason to carry on looking for that silver lining in the dark cloud. (:
i forgot to mention. marcus drew me a guess watch yesterday. :D YAY.
and. I MISS RAH who overslept yesterday &didnt turn up for geog. GRRR. wahaha. kidding girlfriend (:
today's convo went something along these lines-
me: yeah. it's some team achievement or something. but i dont know if yours (referring to rugby certs) if with me or with colin. i'll check when i get home!
jeremy: eh you can keep mine if you want though. as a token of love.
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jeremy: eh it's innovation ya know. it's always chocolates and flowers.
HAHAHA. jeremy rocks (: so much for innovation.
and according to my dear cousin (aka didi), it's not called SUNBURN.
"one must go through the furnace to emerge as gold."
we might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
i gotta go my own way.
this week is birthday week man.
happy birthday to janet&reina (: things havent been good the past few days. but hey.
i've decided: i'm going to be HAPPY. or at least. i'm going to TRY.
screw the fact that you lied to me.
i'm not going to let things get me down.
this week in a flash.
monday: econs as per usual, lunch with sidney, kevin&hanjing, ps tutorial, then dinner with alywin, daphy&sulin.
tuesday: rah's birthday lunch! with rah&marc. then shopping with sis&lembu at vivo, before going for dinner with parents for mom's birthday dinner.
wednesday: LESSSSSSONS. :(
thursday: ps lect, lunch at biz canteen, sn tutorial, then lib with alywin, adelaine, cindi&zhijun. snacks before sn lecture. left halfway during sn lect &headed down to vivo for dinner with alywin, sunquan, ben, yw&eugene.
friday. nuts&bolts in the morning, geog, then ps group discussion at the central forum. lunch at engine canteen, then philo lect. left halfway &went to snack with mich&sidney. lib with mich&daryl, then it's home sweet home (:
pictures to come when i feel less lazy.
happy birthday jess (: i've realized a lot of loopholes in your stories.
sometimes you think you know a person. but when you observe, it's all LIES.
nothing but a bunch of LIES.
if you think i havent noticed, WAKEUP.
i'm not THAT stupid.
on a lighter note.
happy birthday jo (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MOTHER AND SARAH LOW WANLIN (: love you sweet things.
i've got no photos of my mom&i in my sexy (aka my laptop) or my phone (cos the one with pictures of us died &i cant remember where i put my memory card). will upload in due time.
BUT. for now:
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HAPPPY BIRTHDAY BABE.
you know ILOVEYOU (: class group outing was fun.
there was me, rah, liyi, gene, angmoh, helmi&clement.
I FOUND MY CAMERA CABLE!
cake!
rah's long arms.
grouppy.
3out of 59pictures!
happy early birthday rahlala (:
AND. i missed to wales vs australia match :(
you tossed me around. gene (TWIN!) called yesterday after the earthquake thingy (that i didnt feel) and said alot of stupid things.
gene: we're all gonna die soon. let's go mambo!
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gene: i've got so many bruises all over my body that i am now BRUISE ALMIGHTY.
walao. so silly. but it totally cracked me up. HAHA.
AND.
ben was being so damn BAD &so darn kuku-fied due to overtiredness. he kept singing 'one little two little three little indians'. HAHAHA. i've got stupidly silly friends. LOL.
oh yes. GET WELL SOON rahlala! the poor dear's sick. :(
AND 05A07 KIDS PLEASE REPLY ME. if you see THIS, msg ME NOW and TELL ME IF YOU'RE COMING ON SATURDAY.
i need to studystudystudy. MIDTERMS are coming soon. :( today's convo at subway went something like this:
me: i miss jc.
eugene: i miss nursery.
yanwei: i miss my mother's womb. eh do babies pee in their mother's womb?
HAHAHA. and to think it started from an extremely simple sentence.
no school for me today, so i thought i'd watch 'boo' or 'hide&seek'. the stupid dvd went to the menu page &freaked the hell out of me alr. so much for being brave.
i get my hopes up
and i watch them fall everytime
happy belated birthday ruben (: maybe, i need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see i'm breaking down
rah's right: you dont miss your water till the well runs dry.
happy birthday ben (: special post on top of today's update:
DARLINGS of 05A07, we'll be having a CLASS REUNION DINNER.
date: saturday; 15th september 2007
time: dinner time :D
venue: TENTATIVE
eugene has suggested vil'age at heeren, but more suggestions are welcome (:
GIRLS will be contacted by ME via phone/email/friendster soon. GUYS will be contacted by GENE (:
please contact me asap to tell me if you make it.
meanwhile help me spread the word around. thanks!
MISSYOU all (: more updates!
saw a few videos during south asian lecture yest evening. and i've got to admit. after watching it, i felt so blessed to be where i am today. sometimes i guess we just dont realize how lucky we are compared to others.. AND. i didnt get to go out with rah, sherilyn&jess today cos i had lessons till 8pm. :( grrrr. IMISSYOU GIRLS! esp jess. i havent seen jess in the longest longest time ever. rawr.
rah's blogskin rocks (:
ILOVEYOU girlfriend! haha.
pics we took on wednesday while being idiots at the forum:




please dont.
replies to taggs:
sid: HAHA but she doesnt look that different, does she? wahaha.
rah: haha iloveyou girl! next sem we'll plan our timetables tog alright (: haha.
ching: BOOO. i havent seen you in eons &i hope you're feeling better. cheeeeerup girl. i'm sure you have great friends there as well!
girlyman: HAHA OMG. i sure miss arts camp :(
zhijun: *huggs back* thanks girl (:
eunice: WAHAHA okay! i'll start trying to win your heart soon. HAHAHA.
florr: i havent seeeen you in awhile. AND. i havent been MIA. i think we're just busy beeees now. haha. i miss you!
mulia: readings suck. :( how're you&all the script writings? haha.
happy belated birthday to the TWO MICHELLE ONGs that were born on the same day, same month, same year (: okay.
quick update!
- my first PS tutorial scared the shit out of me, so i got down to reading some PSnotes.
- touch rug training was cancelled as they closed to field.
- dinner with eunice, mich&tyler before we headed to starbucks &flooded testimonial pages.
i got tagged by gene&flor, so.. here goes.
top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
* BIGBIGBIG bags (so i can dump ALL my things ¬ give a hoot about whether it's neat or not)
* monkey flips (when are they coming to singapore, dammit)
* FULLY SPONSORED shopping trips! (nah just kidding. i couldnt think of anything else to say, actually.)
* happiness
* 5more birthday presents (YES i'm greedy. BWAHAHA)
answer the following questions:
1. the person who tagged you is?
flor&gene (:
2. your relationship with her/him is:
one darling friend&a twin
3. your 5impressions of her/him:
flor: sweet, great listener, definitely pretty, clever&loyal
gene: caring, another great listener, smart, witty, loyal
4. the most memorable thing she/he has done for you?
the both of them thought i was undernourished and bought a WHOLE LOT OF THINGS (brands essence, vitamins, fruits, fruit juices, etc) just for me (:
5. the most memorable words she had said to you?
flor: i miss you
gene: evil twin
HAHA.
6. if she/he becomes your lover, you will..?
flor: MARRY HER. bwahaha.
gene: um. that would be called incest!
7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
nothing! i love both of em the way they are (:
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
smack them both for being my enemy. =P
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
err.
10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
flor: MEEEET UP and give her a big hug (:
gene: go through his hard times with him (:
11. your overall impression of him/her is?
flor: a great, sweet friend!
gene: great big twin bro (:
12. how do you think people around you will feel about you?
um. silly? :D
13. the character you love of yourself is?
never really thought of it, actually. haha.
14. the most ideal person you want to be is?
smarter, happier, bouncier, etc. :D
15. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
ILOVEYOU people (: without you, i am NOTHING, i swear.
16. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. rah
2. ching
3. eunice
4. duddd
5. gene
6. flor
7. yingling
8. sherilyn (i cant remember your blog url, you twerp. so if you see this, TELL ME.)
9. kevin (HAH i found your blog)
10. mich tan
who is no.6 having relationship with?
i have NO IDEA. FLOR TELL ME NOW. hahaha.
is no.9 a male or female?
um. half, actually. GIRLYMAN!
if no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
um. not really. they're both girls. wahaha.
how bout no.8 and 5?
DEFINITELY NOT. note: they dont know each other. haha.
what is no.2 studying about?
chemical engineering!
when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
a few hours ago (:
what kind of music band does no.8 like?
um. anything..?
does no.1 has any siblings ?
YES! one big bro.
will you woo no.3 ?
EUNICEEE. will i woo you?!
how about no.7 ?
HAHAHA that'd be funny.
is no.4 single ?
no, he's married to BEER.
what is the surname of no.5?
TOH.
what is the nickname of no.10?
mich (aka terrible girl; hahaha kidding kidding. peace. :D)
what is the hobby of no.4?
being a spud. :D
do no.5 and 9 get along well?
they dont know each otherrrrr.
where is no.2 studying at?
NTU
talk something casually about no.1?
she's my sweet girl. (:
have you try developing feelings for no.8?
HAHAHAHAHA.
where does no.9 live at?
oh shucks i cant remember. SORRRRRRY!
are no.5 and 1 best friends?
not best friends, but definitely friends (:
does no.7 like no.2?
they dont know each other. i think. hahaha.
how do you get to know no.2?
since kindergarten! we were neighbours then.
does no.1 have any pets?
yes. TWO beautiful dogs (:
is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
HAHAHA. possibly ;)
AND I SAW WHAT YOU WROTE FOR ME, EUGENE TOH:
"is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
ahahahahas. thats a funny question. but oh wells she can be sexy when she wants to be i guess =)"
wahaha. funny funny.
and i've just spent almost more than half an hour doing THIS. omg.
you confuse me even when it's over. WHY?
happy belated birthday to derek (: it's over.
you say you understand, but i'm not sure. not sure at all.
i'm sorry.