on twinkle toes. 
i came online at this somewhat unearthly hour, thinking that i shall blog about the fun things that happened the past few days. yes. i was in a good mood.
until i saw something that totally pissed the hell out of me. maybe i should have blogged before reading.
your attitude's changed since the first time i've met you &you're a totally different person now. and you know what? where you are now, is our mistake. a mistake that i think each and every single one of us will regret for our entire lives. i dont understand why you dont practice what you preach. seriously. you tell others one thing, and yet you do another. wanted to go? by all means. GO. nobody was begging you to stay. and guess what. IT has to be earned. and you never earned it right from the start.
i dont understand why i even care. or why i even doubted in the first place. i thought for a moment maybe it was a big misunderstanding, maybe everything that was going on was just somewhat on the surface and possibly accidentally distorted information. but now i know otherwise.
so much for a good night. 