on twinkle toes. 
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for a moment i almost forgot what i did.
wednesday&thursday! out with mag (and rah sometimes) on part time job hunts up&down vivocity. haha. not very successful cos nobody called, so i think i'm more or less going to be a bum. :D
phantom of the opera on thurs. damn good! ahhh. if only i could watch it again. haha.
friday. kaiyin's birthday (: met ching, alana, huiyi, meiyi&mj at raffles mrt, before heading down to pitstop to celebrate ky's birthday. haha. the whole rogues team (minus dorcas, reina, michelle&farah) plus ben, leonard, feimao, sky, grace&two of ky's friends turned up. (: biggg big group. haha. we had dinner, and feimao wanted to try char's fake lashes, so he wore a part of them for the rest of the night. i think he even forgot he had them on! haha. char then tried to curl sky's eyelashes. =P after that, went to walk around clarke quay. had icecream (YUM), then headed home (:
saturday. jeremy&khairul's birthday (: met jeremy, char&leonard for lunch at nydc. haha. yinghan was supposed to come, but he was being a bum. =P anyway. walked around aimlessly for awhile before we all decided to split&we told yinghan not to come anymore. haha. met meiyi&mj at bugis and shopped around for awhile. had dinner with parents, sis&neighbours, then sent dad to the airport. japan! haha.
sunday. shopping with rahrah! (: bought the green shoes for my sis, then picked up my wallet. i've got my eye on this chaos skirt. =P we hung around for awhile, then got bored cos we both went shopping the day before, so we decided to head home instead. we'll try again next time girl! (: haha.
monday-today. been having jap classes. urggh. i've got homework and tingxie/dictation EVERYDAY. it's killing me. goodness. i just want to learn how to speak it. not write. i cant even handle chinese! how am i supposed to handle jap?!
(and yes. detour. i got my supposedly teal monkey file from borders. (: chryz&i got it. haha. we both had our eye on it since like. monday! haha. how exciting. too bad they didnt have the cat one&the nicely spotted one was rather cardboardish.)
anyway. my teacher pulled out this picture of some jap guy&some jap band on wed&she asked me who they were.
teacher (pulls out picture of jap guy): anohito wa nan desu ka. (who is that person? -or something like that)
rest of the class: OH! (plus some squealing over him; minus the only guy in class of course)
me: WHO IS THAT?!
the same thing happened for the jap band. apparently. i was the only one in class who doesnt follow these jap people or really watch those jap episode stuffies. hahaha. goodness. no wonder some of them can rattle off random jap words and everyone would nod knowingly, leaving me lost in my own world.
and. we played bingo in japanese! revised bingo anyway. damn hard, cos we always had to stare at the paper and think of how to say the numbers in jap. =S but at least we did something i knew, rather than those jap guys&jap bands.
more jap class tmr&the next week&the week after next&so on until the end of may. not sure if i'll be continuing the next basic class! maybe not. haha. HELP. it's like school all over again. :(
say you love me every waking moment
turn my head with talk of summertime
say you need me with you now and always
promise me that all you say is true
that's all i ask of you
tomorrow tomorrow TOMORROW! (:
happy belated birthday to sharmila (4th), samantha (5th), yiling (12th), eugene (twin! 14th), kaiyin, serene, jeremy, khairul &shumei (25th) (: whee.
wednesday. slacked at home before heading out to meet janet to head back to school. (: the juniors had 4x100m heats. after that. played touch for awhile. it was fun. sort of a good workout. (: haha. owells.
(ahhhhhahhhhhhhhh- yes. that was lembu)
headed down to lot1 to meet gene&rah after that. gene's last day before he goes into army! the silly guy didnt even pack his stuff. hahaha. it was fun. we met ms jane lee there too.
thurs. driving with chryz in the morning! sort of. theory practice&evaluation. which i failed. hahaha. i've got to go book the timings again. goodness me. came home and went to collect the mail! the tops have arrived! :D
friday. out with chryz&michelle. we wanted to queue for doughnuts but we got all impatient, so we left the queue and went shopping. =P walked around bugis&then had lunch at yoshi. walked around somemore before i headed home to get my stuff, before heading to sch to meet mj&meiyi to play touch! not that we managed to anyway. the girls were all tired after playing contact, so there wasnt much we could do. yuhan came to disturb&meiyi was using the rugby ball to hit him. wahaha. i miss school. or at least. i miss the people. :(
saturday. sentosa with the mg girls! haha. jess, meredith, rah&marissa. (: sherilyn couldnt go. :( had lunch at superdog first before going to buy the other stuff. we took the monorail in! haha. so cool. prefer the one at the airport though, cos you can ride up&down with it, but you cant for sentosa. :( haha. took the skyride (chair lift) up. super freaky. i wanted to take pictures, but i was too scared to. hahaha. the luge was fun though. (: rah&jess disappeared within seconds and mar, mere&i were left behind. haha. headed to tanjong beach to leave stuff with marc first then headed on for cycling! poor jess got injured after that, so they went home and i stayed with rah. lounging&frisbee! haha. we should do it more often. (:
sunday. church, then home with chryz, tim&lembu. :D watched deathnote before i fell asleep. wahaha.
i guess you're right. once you move off from that phase, it's hard for you to step back into the past again. we used to be able to complete each other's sentences, know what the other party is thinking and stuff like that. but now we'll never know, would we? sometimes i feel as if we're worlds apart now. you wanted to be the perfect friend, but you know what? nobody ever wanted you to be perfect.
he's been gone for close to a week alr. 6days, though it feels like forever.
COME BACCCCCK. :( my baby lies over the ocean
my baby lies over the sea
my baby lies over the ocean
oh bring back my baby to me
he's gone in. :(
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rawr.
i'm feeling all emo-ish now. maybe it's cos quiet times always make me feel this way. i miss everyone in school, be it pj or mg. i miss dance &touch rugby. :( i miss meiyi who has gone to school. :(
goodness. i think i need to get out of the house soon. haha.
[/edit] argh.
i dont know why it's come to this. if you dont like US to go, just tell us. we go because we care. we go because we made mistakes in our previous choices and we dont want you to make the same mistakes. dont smile at us and pretend you welcome us with open arms, then behind us say otherwise. you chose to do this, and your main focus has already drifted away from you. all we're doing is offering our help. if you think you can do better, or you think you have everything in control, by all means, tell us. and we'll back away. i'm not saying all this to start a fight, neither am i trying to sound all noble by saying we're trying to help. i'm just trying to make you understand where we're coming from.
and for goodness sake. just because you're somewhere up there doesnt mean you dont listen to those around you. it's the little people that get you somewhere, in case you didnt know.
i'm disappointed. i truly am.
sometimes i dont want to care but i cant help but care. rawr.
havent updated in quite a long time. been a lazy duck. haha. anyway.
things have been fine i guess.
andrea's birthday was okay. ching came to my church on sunday. chryz&i went to sign up for driving! (: haha. went to liquid kitchen for dinner after that. mighty nice place. haha.
wednesday. met ryan, meiyi, mj, jw &meiyi's bro in town first &we went to buy meiyi's wallet. (: mighty nice. haha. headed back to school for touch. i realized how old&unfit i've become! haha. damn sad. but yes. went for dinner after that, then headed home. (:
thursday. spent the day by sending my wallet in for repair. i hope it can be done. stupid lock just dropped out on me. wahaha. had dinner at bakerzin. chryz&i shared a teriyaki chicken, then a warm chocolate cake, 3tapas &2 shorbets. *rubs tummy* it was good. haha.
friday. parents headed to m'sia for qingming&i went back to school for touch again! this time with meiyi, mj, char, ryan&jw. the juniors were doing contact rugby today, so char, mj&i only joined em for the basic training. haha. no contact for us! we spent the rest of the time trying to persuade laoshi&ms chew that the girls should focus more on touch rather than contact. didnt work. =S went for dinner with the same group plus leonard, then headed home.
saturday. couldnt sleep in the morning so i went to do the clothes. fell back asleep after that. haha. went to lot1 around the evening time to meet eugene&flor for dinner cos the dinner with gs&the rest was postponed. haha. angmoh came later&we headed to gene's house for fun. the sweet things thought i was undernourished, so they bought me 2cartons of fruit juice, a loaf of bread, 2boxes of campbell soup, a bar of toberone dark chocolate, brands vitamin c&like. a lot of apples. haha. thanks you guys. love you all. (:
sunday. church first, before heading to town to meet meiyi&ryan. it was a rather.. long&stupid day. RAWR. sorry to meiyi&ryan! =S
monday. was supposed to meet char, ryan&i think jeremy but i stayed at home&lay on the couch for the WHOLE DAY. as in. seriously. besides the times where i walked to the computer for like 5-10mins. or when i needed to go to the toilet or take food. hahaha. otherwise it was the couch, the tv&i. what a love triangle.
tuesday. tennis with chryz, shuuy&sis. wahaha. we totally suck at it. =P met ryan&headed down to town for a movie.
wednesday. woke up just in time to hear that there's a cockroach in the toilet. haha. havent used that toilet since i woke up. haha. and i just met cheryl (mok's her surname i think) on the bus! we were sitting next to each other and totally didnt notice until i turned around. hahaha. how exciting. =P
i'm sorry.
i guess misunderstandings are inevitable, but i just couldnt take it anymore.
:( 