GOODNESS.
i felt so handicapped today.
i forgot to bring my wallet to school. haha. as stupid as it sounds, i really felt so.. lost. haha.
thanks to mag&dorcas for being my official financers for the day. (:
mwahha. things have been going okay i guess. some of us have this study group plan thing going on now. pretty tedious&it takes alot of trust between each other, but i'm sure if we work hard, it'd be feasible. (: haha.
thanks to gene&helmi for support&for understanding. (:
been staying back in school with ching&sometimes mj, meiyi&wener to study after school. well. sort of. sometimes we merely end up talking. haha.
and yes. i saw a RAT in school. as in really. a big furry, fluffy, long-tailed rat. *shudders*
anyway.
stayed back after school today for peer tutoring. didnt do much though. just sort of set homework&released em. haha. playing 'tumbling towers' with angmoh while the rest played bridge learnt probability. =P was creating dominos but left for awhile to meet dorcas&ching. headed with rahmat, junhan, daryl, jerome, shiongyong, dorcas&ching to yakun after that before heading home. (:
guys match against rj tmr!
cant wait. (:
the things you do allow me to let go so EASILY.
whoo!
the guys won srjc yesterday. 50-0. *beams* we're all mighty proud of them. (: well done guys! haha.
went to bishan for lunch with yoke, mj, char, janet, alison, meiyi&wener before heading down for the match. cheered for em till our voices went hoarse (yoke's voice was already gone =P), but it was worth it. haha. rushed out with char immediately after the match to get a cake for jeremy&khairul's birthday too. and we came to a conclusion that some sr people are actually very nice. extremely polite as well. and i'm not only saying this cos this is somewhat a public place, but because it's true. (:
haha. anyway. went with the touch team (both j1s&2s) to have dinner after that, before heading down to town for fun. wasnt particularly depressed, but i suddenly went into a depressed state. goodness. i think there's seriously something wrong with me. =P
and yes.
just watching the match&hanging out with the touch girls made me start thinking. and you know what? i really am gonna miss touch when we step down. and i really am gonna miss every single itsy bitsy detail of everything that we've been through together.
i love you girls so so so much&the whole team is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. :(
to mag&dhiya: haha. you two are crazy, but darn sweet&i love you both. (: haha.
happy belated birthday to jeremy&khairul (: things have cleared up.
i'm sorry if somehow the way i said things didnt come out right, but i assure you, i definitely did NOT mean whatever you thought i meant. in fact. i'm mighty glad you did well for it. yes, i may be competitive at times, but not to this extent. of course i want you to do well. which friend doesnt want her good friend to do well?
but hey. at least now we know. and some things have cleared up as well. (:
next time we'll talk to each other instead of just leaving things as it is yeah?
love you lots girl. (:
on a lighter note. many things have happened. gene had his birthday. i watched take the lead. and the guys had their match against sajc. they lost, but we're all still proud of em. didnt expect such a huge turnout in crowd though. haha.
tmr's the game against srjc. haha. gonna troop down with the team to support the guys. (:
happy birthday kaiyin &
happy belated birthday to gene (:
i tell myself i must not and cannot care about you. but after hearing some things, i cannot help but wonder how you are. and you know. i really hate myself for that. past few entries have been rather.. angsty. hasnt it? well. not the last one anyway.
things have been picking up abit &i'm starting to feel much better than before.
didnt really do much yesterday. went to harbourfront for lunch after church yesterday &tried to find an extremely belated birthday present for shawn, but it didnt work out. finally had my subway cookies. (: so yes. met ching at kap to do homework, but we ended up gossiping&talking most of the time. haha. but it was fun.
school was as per usual today. besides that rah&latifah said i was noisier today. haha.
sorry to nadiah, rah &farhanah about the gradnight thing. i'm still trying to find a solution to the problem&trying to make sure we all sit as a class. (: haha.
i think i'm finding reasons to smile again. (:
[and no. there is no guy (or girl!?) involved so dont think funny.] i realized.
so many things are happening all at once&i think i'm going to die off soon.
i'm looking at things on the brighter side, though. these downturns in life are teaching me how to appreciate all the sweet&mighty great friends around me.
thanks loads people. (:
i've been feeling relatively better lately, and am trying my very hardest not to care.
this whole week has been okay i guess. trainings have been quite fun with some really funny juniors. (: haha. almost died on thursday when i had to endure eugene's, kingkong's&a bit of tim's&helmi's singing. in case you didnt know, a heavy storm occurred after that. tskk. they really shouldnt sing. wahaha. anyway. had to stay in school cos of that. tried to get some work done, but somehow i wasnt really getting anywhere. haha. decided to head home after that. ching went crazy after that and she started conversing with herself through the echos that we could hear on the way out. haha.
training on friday was quite good. the juniors were quite enthu about learning&came down for training like. an hour earlier. haha. but hey. we all started out the same. and i'm happy to see that they're improving bit by bit. (: anyway. played game with the guys after that. haha. darn funny. they kept doing their 'galloping' stunt&kept trying to do some fiji game move. sky came back&he gave us relatively huge chocolate/butterscotch lollies (: went for dinner with some girls from the team after that before heading home.
saturday. dragged myself down for geog lessons at 11am. went with some class girls to get their result slips cos their parents couldnt come. after that. headed for lunch at the canteen with mag. dad came after that, so i had to go for the meet-the-parents session. it was quite.. okay. mdm khoo was nice&didnt say anything bad. my own dad was doing the bad-mouthing. damn sad. wahaha. but hey. rah's dad did the same. =P haha. anyway. after that, hung around with winsome for awhile before shifting to the grandstand to sit around with liyi, evan&kingkong. evan taught us this munchkins game. quite fun. (: haha. colin came after that and we started sitting around playing with evan's girlfriend (aka his guitar)&singing crazy songs. his playing really can make one feel damn emo. haha. liyi&clement left after that&weiwei&ryan came. haha. the whole 'session' was some singing&talking cock session. haha. darn funny. couldnt stop laughing. before i even realized, we sat at the grandstand from about 1-2pm plus all the way till about 6plus (when the school closed!) doing nothing. but it was fun. (: had the hardest time walking out of school cos we couldnt stop laughing. wahaha.
followed em for dinner after that before dad came&picked me up to go for dinner. supposed to head for marche but we ended up going to suntec&eating somewhere else cos mom had to pick up some stuff. haha.
rugby sevens today&tmr! haha.
happy belated birthday to suzanne, sharmila&samantha (: 
